as i sit here trying to think where to start i seem to remember when i first got on DA, and alot has happened i used this place to get away from most everything in my life and since i've been a deviant i been punk, goth, prep, gansta, pimp and player and not one of those things is what i really am, i've went through my dating life while on here, just about writtin at lest one thing about each girl i,ve dated heather, linsay, dana, rose, and now lauren. i think back and its kinda sad i said "i love you" to everyone of those girls, and everyone of them did something to change me for the better and for the worst no need to dig up the dead so i wont go there, and i dont know if i want to know if i change something in thier lives for good or bad. i would have to say that since being on here i have gone through some of the most craziest crap!!!! but thing have seem to calm down that or it just doesnt bother me any more, my sister is have her first baby my brother got married i am dating and my other sister is happy with married life, mom is mom like always, mt dad thinks he is doing good but wont stop drinking and my stepmom left him. my cuz will has moved in with me and i am looking to get a place with two maybe thre other friends of mine, my car was a kickass fast car till i broke the rod, piston and baring and put a hole in my engine block but i came out on top........some what i got a better faster motor for those who know honda's and engine code, i had a sohc d15 vtec, not bad but now! i have a b18c1 DOHC vtec from a acura GSR with some mods now i got it in the car and almost ready to go, "look moma i going FAST!" so thats about it for now just some stuff on my mind and iam not sure when i'll be back on so ya thats it peace!!